Dating Sucks

[DeLukas]

I forgot about this place. I think I could just bitch forever!

Anyway, So my beef with the world is that I can't manage to find/keep a girlfriend. I kind of think this is related to the fact the I had planned to marry my high school sweet heart (Got engaged last December, she sent me back the ring in February. I am still not totally sure why. Though over this past year, do to things she has said in the few times we have talked, I come to suspect her friend Pete had something to do with it.)

So, anyway, I reapplied to a bunch of schools, because I really did not want to go to school near her. About that time I hooked up with a sweet girl (I though she was sweet at the time) but she was moving to Colorado (see location<--). So, I looked at the schools up in that area and CSU was better then the other places I was looking at going. So, I applied and got in. I move up to Colorado and get dumped, because I was too close. Seems 4 hours away is too close for some relationships.

So that leaves me in my current state. I’ve been having a good time playing the field, but that’s not really what I want. To top that off, my first girlfriend and I were together for 5 (6?) years! Like I know anything about how to start up a relationship. Grrrrrrr!