Going under the proverbial Knife... this one's a doosey.

[KitZune]

I might have spelled doosey wrong... doosie? dusae? whatever...

As some of you might know... actually as most of you DO know.... I am a transgendered psychopath. (See my title in the top left of this post) and it is *BECAUSE* i am transgendered, that I am a psychopath. So i've decided to finally do what's been bothering me for so long, and that is to solve both problems with one stone... I'm getting a sex change. Laugh all you want, hate me all you want... but I'm gonna be female in a couple years, and I reckon I'll be happier than I've ever been in my entire life. It's gonna be a lot of work, a lot of surgery, and a lot of time.... but when all is said and done, i may actually be happy with my body.... which I have discovered is a very important thing. ATM I'm not gay or anything... but i don't know what sort of changes this whole thing might bring about.... could be that I'm making my love-life harder by making myself into a lesbian... but at least I won't hate myself for what I look like, and the way my body feels.

Anyway, I don't want to make this into a huge story or anything... just thought that You guys should know, since you're like my second family and all... Really it would be cool if I could've made it a suprise, show up to a LAN party in a couple years or something and be like BAM! suprise! I'm a girl! hehehehhehehe but I think three years is a lot of time to have to wait to keep a secret this big. Anyways... open forum, please ask me any questions you may have... I don't mind answering. Thanks for everyone being as supportive as you've already been so far, it's really appreciated.