Why do all the right decisions...

Aluscia · 08-30-2001, 12:16 PM

...always have to be the hardest? I have been true to myself for once in my life, and I feel empty and hollow... And yet lying leaves with no remorse at all. Am I fit to be human? Please tell me I haven't destroyed any of you, because I really don't feel well right now...

KitZune · 08-30-2001, 01:51 PM

You haven't destroyed me, as you put it, at all.

You take your decisions to heavily... the world does not contain such heavy decisions, it simply does not. So a single point in your life may forever change the course and outcome of the rest of your eternity... but what difference does that really make? Who's to say you'd be better going a different course? life is about simplicity... the less you worry about it... the more you will enjoy it.

Simple... but true.
Work on loving yourself... before this happens, you will not likely find any point in life worth living.

But after this happens.. you will find every single moment is better than the last.

XRogue · 08-30-2001, 02:43 PM

Kit's advice is sound. (I'm speaking as an obssessive, here.)

Stang · 08-30-2001, 08:55 PM

Listen to Kit she is right on here.

Laur you have never destroyed me if anything you make me happy every time you come into the room cuz you are just that type of person that brings off a loving vib and thats why I love you as a friend and Im soooooooooooooo glad I have gotten to know you.

I have noticed that about you, you take decisions way too heavily. Just think about it go with whats in your heart and that should be it. If you take everything so serious then your life will not be fun for you or the people around you. I use to take things heavily but not as hard as you do and then BJ showed me just to go with your gut and things will work out.

But like Kit said simple is the way, why make your life hard for yourself?

What brought this on anyways? We are here for you always Laurelin.

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Aluscia · 08-31-2001, 03:14 AM

Thanks... I guess I'm still a martyr. I don't quite understand why, but I always make life hard... It's not a matter of "I guess I'll make life easy on myself today"... It's too deep-seated to even try something like that.

XRogue · 08-31-2001, 10:30 AM

Well, to quote that guy in Apollo 13, "What have we got on the spacecraft that's good?"

You have far more going for you than not, I expect. And on top of that, you have US. Keep the lines open, bud.

RazorDragoon · 08-31-2001, 08:21 PM

You have never destroyed me either.
I don't try to worry about life.
FOR I HAVE A MASSIVE EGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's true however that because of my ego i never second-guess myself!

I'm very leeniant with my desisions because i see SOOOOOOOOO many people who are massive stress-cases.
And i swore i would never be one.
and that i would never get stressed out.

So relax,keep cool and stay slinky!

Aluscia · 09-01-2001, 04:17 PM

That's true about you, BD... Your bro, however.... He takes stress more seriously than I do. I guess it's a throw back from my mother... she stresses out worse than I do, so I guess I inheirited part of her stress, and part of my dad's complete calm.

RazorDragoon · 09-01-2001, 06:45 PM

Oh no,It's not my core personality. I made my ego massive!

Through ego training (don't ask) and so i am never stressed!
Or worry alot.

The Ghost of MG · 09-02-2001, 02:23 PM

I guess you're right Laur, i kinda do take stress to seriously.
But don't worry, i still love ya, you haven't put a dent in me....or wait......maybe you have, but it was a GOOD thing! Don't wory about the past so much, focus on what's doing right now. Well, best of luck to ya.

Aluscia · 09-02-2001, 02:29 PM

Same with you... Good luck at U of T!

08-30-2001, 12:16 PM	#1
Aluscia Emo Queen 1000th Thread Main Forum Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: In a subterranean complex. Age: 41 Posts: 2,346	Why do all the right decisions... ...always have to be the hardest? I have been true to myself for once in my life, and I feel empty and hollow... And yet lying leaves with no remorse at all. Am I fit to be human? Please tell me I haven't destroyed any of you, because I really don't feel well right now... __________________ Favourite Song of the moment - Pyramid Song - Radiohead

08-30-2001, 01:51 PM	#2
KitZune Transgendered Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Burlington Ontario (Near Toronto) Age: 42 Posts: 1,079	You haven't destroyed me, as you put it, at all. You take your decisions to heavily... the world does not contain such heavy decisions, it simply does not. So a single point in your life may forever change the course and outcome of the rest of your eternity... but what difference does that really make? Who's to say you'd be better going a different course? life is about simplicity... the less you worry about it... the more you will enjoy it. Simple... but true. Work on loving yourself... before this happens, you will not likely find any point in life worth living. But after this happens.. you will find every single moment is better than the last. __________________ She's named after Judas... Not a CARROT Click here to view my artwork

08-30-2001, 08:55 PM	#4
Stang Team Captain Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Everett, WA, USA Age: 50 Posts: 3,859 Xbox Leaderboard: 1^st	Listen to Kit she is right on here. Laur you have never destroyed me if anything you make me happy every time you come into the room cuz you are just that type of person that brings off a loving vib and thats why I love you as a friend and Im soooooooooooooo glad I have gotten to know you. I have noticed that about you, you take decisions way too heavily. Just think about it go with whats in your heart and that should be it. If you take everything so serious then your life will not be fun for you or the people around you. I use to take things heavily but not as hard as you do and then BJ showed me just to go with your gut and things will work out. But like Kit said simple is the way, why make your life hard for yourself? What brought this on anyways? We are here for you always Laurelin. I LOVE YOU!!!! __________________

08-31-2001, 03:14 AM	#5
Aluscia Emo Queen 1000th Thread Main Forum Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: In a subterranean complex. Age: 41 Posts: 2,346	Thanks... I guess I'm still a martyr. I don't quite understand why, but I always make life hard... It's not a matter of "I guess I'll make life easy on myself today"... It's too deep-seated to even try something like that. __________________ Favourite Song of the moment - Pyramid Song - Radiohead

08-31-2001, 08:21 PM	#7
RazorDragoon Registered User Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The Core of Inferno Posts: 256	My massive EGO!!! You have never destroyed me either. I don't try to worry about life. FOR I HAVE A MASSIVE EGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's true however that because of my ego i never second-guess myself! I'm very leeniant with my desisions because i see SOOOOOOOOO many people who are massive stress-cases. And i swore i would never be one. and that i would never get stressed out. So relax,keep cool and stay slinky! __________________ Fools! With my armada of Meat Wagons, I shall crush all cities, and turn your allies into the undead weapon to crush you forever! BWAH HA HA HA HA HA HA! - Ordin Frostbane

08-30-2001, 02:43 PM	#3
XRogue Forum wh0re Join Date: May 2001 Location: Texas Age: 53 Posts: 1,097	Kit's advice is sound. (I'm speaking as an obssessive, here.)

08-31-2001, 10:30 AM	#6
XRogue Forum wh0re Join Date: May 2001 Location: Texas Age: 53 Posts: 1,097	Well, to quote that guy in Apollo 13, "What have we got on the spacecraft that's good?" You have far more going for you than not, I expect. And on top of that, you have US. Keep the lines open, bud.

09-01-2001, 04:17 PM	#8
Aluscia Emo Queen 1000th Thread Main Forum Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: In a subterranean complex. Age: 41 Posts: 2,346	That's true about you, BD... Your bro, however.... He takes stress more seriously than I do. I guess it's a throw back from my mother... she stresses out worse than I do, so I guess I inheirited part of her stress, and part of my dad's complete calm. __________________ Favourite Song of the moment - Pyramid Song - Radiohead

09-01-2001, 06:45 PM	#9
RazorDragoon Registered User Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The Core of Inferno Posts: 256	Ego Training Oh no,It's not my core personality. I made my ego massive! Through ego training (don't ask) and so i am never stressed! Or worry alot. __________________ Fools! With my armada of Meat Wagons, I shall crush all cities, and turn your allies into the undead weapon to crush you forever! BWAH HA HA HA HA HA HA! - Ordin Frostbane

09-02-2001, 02:23 PM	#10
The Ghost of MG Registered User Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The Wired Posts: 30	I guess you're right Laur, i kinda do take stress to seriously. But don't worry, i still love ya, you haven't put a dent in me....or wait......maybe you have, but it was a GOOD thing! Don't wory about the past so much, focus on what's doing right now. Well, best of luck to ya. __________________ As a great sage once said: "If money is a curse, then may the Lord smite me with it, and may I never recover!"

09-02-2001, 02:29 PM	#11
Aluscia Emo Queen 1000th Thread Main Forum Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: In a subterranean complex. Age: 41 Posts: 2,346	Same with you... Good luck at U of T! __________________ Favourite Song of the moment - Pyramid Song - Radiohead