Why do all the right decisions...

[Aluscia]

...always have to be the hardest? I have been true to myself for once in my life, and I feel empty and hollow... And yet lying leaves with no remorse at all. Am I fit to be human? Please tell me I haven't destroyed any of you, because I really don't feel well right now...

[KitZune]

You haven't destroyed me, as you put it, at all.

You take your decisions to heavily... the world does not contain such heavy decisions, it simply does not. So a single point in your life may forever change the course and outcome of the rest of your eternity... but what difference does that really make? Who's to say you'd be better going a different course? life is about simplicity... the less you worry about it... the more you will enjoy it.

Simple... but true.
Work on loving yourself... before this happens, you will not likely find any point in life worth living.

But after this happens.. you will find every single moment is better than the last.

[XRogue]

Kit's advice is sound. (I'm speaking as an obssessive, here.)

[Stang]

Listen to Kit she is right on here.

Laur you have never destroyed me if anything you make me happy every time you come into the room cuz you are just that type of person that brings off a loving vib and thats why I love you as a friend and Im soooooooooooooo glad I have gotten to know you.

I have noticed that about you, you take decisions way too heavily. Just think about it go with whats in your heart and that should be it. If you take everything so serious then your life will not be fun for you or the people around you. I use to take things heavily but not as hard as you do and then BJ showed me just to go with your gut and things will work out.

But like Kit said simple is the way, why make your life hard for yourself?

What brought this on anyways? We are here for you always Laurelin.

I LOVE YOU!!!!:gryph3:

[Aluscia]

Thanks... I guess I'm still a martyr. I don't quite understand why, but I always make life hard... It's not a matter of "I guess I'll make life easy on myself today"... It's too deep-seated to even try something like that.

[XRogue]

Well, to quote that guy in Apollo 13, "What have we got on the spacecraft that's good?"

You have far more going for you than not, I expect. And on top of that, you have US. Keep the lines open, bud.

[RazorDragoon]

You have never destroyed me either.
I don't try to worry about life.
FOR I HAVE A MASSIVE EGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:lol :lol
It's true however that because of my ego i never second-guess myself!


I'm very leeniant with my desisions because i see SOOOOOOOOO many people who are massive stress-cases.
And i swore i would never be one.
and that i would never get stressed out.:lol

So relax,keep cool and stay slinky!

[Aluscia]

That's true about you, BD... Your bro, however.... He takes stress more seriously than I do. I guess it's a throw back from my mother... she stresses out worse than I do, so I guess I inheirited part of her stress, and part of my dad's complete calm.

[RazorDragoon]

Oh no,It's not my core personality. I made my ego massive!:p
Through ego training (don't ask) and so i am never stressed!
Or worry alot.
:D

[The Ghost of MG]

I guess you're right Laur, i kinda do take stress to seriously.
But don't worry, i still love ya, you haven't put a dent in me....or wait......maybe you have, but it was a GOOD thing! Don't wory about the past so much, focus on what's doing right now. Well, best of luck to ya.

[Aluscia]

Same with you... Good luck at U of T!