Mother's Day THIS SUNDAY

[Jode]

Hey everybody..don't forget to get something for your mom this sunday. Even if it's just a card.

:)

[Stormdancer]

Who?

[Aluscia]

My mother is just a heartless whore. She's getting (at best) a slight compliment from me on Sunday.

[Ghryphen]

:eek:

[XRogue]

:eek2::eek2::eek2::eek2::eek2:

[Spinning Hat]

SHAZBOT! Laur- I understand. ****** part about Mother's day, is My mom is in Arizona, and I still need to find my wife something.... :/

[Jode]

Sorry about that Laur..

Guess I meant..for those of you who want to get your mom a present and didn't know mother's day was coming up. :p

SH- Flowers are always good. I like those FTD things that come in like tea pots and stuff. :lol

[Aluscia]

I'm sorry for letting my emotions get the best of me when posting. It's just a strange time of year, with my mother's birthday having passed at the beginning of April, and mother's day... And she just isn't/hasn't been a mother... I dunno. I guess I just don't know how to feel other than raw emotion right now.

If I were interested in getting my mom something, I would more than likely find her something cool like I did when I was in Chicago (got her a nifty stained glass of a dove descending on Jesus... It's small, but cool)

[Spinning Hat]

Flowers are hokey, and unimaginative... I don't like flowers you see, because they make me very very sick. But, I am gonna get my Sister-In-Laws' DV cAm and do some cool stuff with that and make a V-CD. No sense in having all this cool technology and not using it, right?

[Stang]

It doesnt matter if you dont like flowers your not getting them your Mom is. You dont know how nice it is to get flowers. So watch it boy :).

Laurelin you just let it all out, Id be the same if one of my parents was like that. So let all those emotions out.

[Spinning Hat]

stang, why are you sitting on the floor?

[Stang]

Cuz the weather is finally clearing up and getting warmer so Im staining my desk :), before my cat ruins it with his little paw prints. Kinda sucks typing on your lap :o . Should have my desk back by this weekend hopefully.

[Jode]

Hang in there Laur. Believe me I don't expect you to act like everything is alright w/ your mom. I am one to stay angry for a long time. You do me wrong once and that is it!

I'm sure you know people who are really there for you so that is all that matters...to hell with the rest right?
:D

[Spinning Hat]

So are you tellin us you never get mad at old Jester?

[Jode]

Yes I get mad at Jester, duh! :twak:
In fact I'm still pissed about things that happened years ago. :lol
But I don't think he's ever "done me wrong". He stands up for me a lot.

Plus he's the one person I can't hold a grudge against. Even when we are having the biggest fight I still have thoughts of love in my head. :p

[Aluscia]

Aww... I can hear the sound of birds and bees, and can see flowers and trees... wait a minute, you *DO* have two kiddies already... heh heh heh.

Yeah. I will be mad at my mom for a long time. But the only problem is I hate being mad. I really don't enjoy being angry at all. And she does. :disgust

[Ghryphen]

I have thoughts of love in my head when I think of Jester as well :gryph3:

[XRogue]

I feel so lonesome. :D

I have no idea what I'm getting anyone for Mother's Day, nor do I know what I'm getting. Well, except for one thing. :D

[Aluscia]

Should we turn on the red light, and some cheesy 70's musak now?

[Spinning Hat]

Please don't do that... Brings back bad memories of my slavery in foodservice. But... I know what I'm giving my wife for Mother's Day.. But I don't know what Gaven is giving Jackie yet....

[XRogue]

:rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:



Ummmmm, NO!

[Jode]

Gryphon- Jester is mine all mine! ;)

Laur- are you going to be out on your own any time soon? Hopefully you'll be able to just let things go then and not be so angry because you wont have to deal with your mom as much.

Like the only reason I'm not constantly mad at Rob's parents is because I never see or hear from them. But when I do -BLAH-
l feel like crap all over again. :(

[Aluscia]

heh heh heh.... no. She's moving out, hurrah hurrah, but I don't think I'm going to be unmad at her for a long long time. It's one thing to cheat on my father multiple times, and lie to me when I know that she's doing it. It's another to continue to accuse me of being fat, lazy, ugly, spoiled, stupid, and everything else I deal with everytime I talk to her. BTW - I'm 6', around 180. I'm not fat, I have a summer job that's going to net me $8000, I get 90's, I'm ugly, and the only reason I would be spoiled is because of her. So yeah... I hate her, she makes me mad, and until *she* gets a head check, I'm not going to change my feelings.

PS - did I mention the worst? I have my solo debut tonight in Kitchener (a city about 75 minutes away from where I live). Because my mother is leading my father on into patching up their relationship, something I *know* my mother isn't really interested in except for the financial stability my father brings her (and he is sooooooo desperate for her, which makes me cry everytime I think about it), they have their group marriage counselling every Saturday, from 11 to 5. I have a dress rehearsal in Kitchener today at 3:30. Luckily, I have godparents who are able to jet me up there in time for my dress (god parents to die for, really... They're both teachers, and I've constantly (and shamefully) wished my parents died in a horrible car crash so I would get to live with them). But you know what my mother said to me on the phone last night? She told me that because she has the family car during the day (for the past 4 weeks, she's been living at my Grandparents' house. With the only family car. My Grandparents live 90 minutes away), I should have to take the train to Toronto (60 minute), and then take a greyhound or something to Kitchener to get to my dress (quite possibly getting lost, taking another 90 minutes), just because she's not willing to bend and leave the family car here. She should be renting a car if she wants to mooch of my dad's salary, and put us through hell. She should have to suffer, not me. Not my sister. Not my father. That's why I hate my mother. Simple little standoffs like that. Like my mother telling me when I'm on the phone with my friend (Kitz) that I have a potbelly, and I have to watch out. I already have an eating disorder, why bother eating at all then?

Bah. Happy mother's day (in advance) to all the good mothers out there... and to al the children, praise your mother if you haven't had to go through this. Because Ive been going through this my whole life. and I'm just about tired of it.

[XRogue]

((((((((((((((((((((hugs Laur))))))))))))))))))))))))))

:mad: I'm sorry you have to put up with that. Mind if I smack her for ya?

[Stang]

Yeah lets all go up there and take turns, WTH is wrong with your mother? That pisses me off so much, I hate when people can do this kinda stuff and feel no remorse for what they are doing, especially to their own kids and husband.

Wish you lived around here so you could get away from that stuff. I have always had problems with my Dad and Ryan always came and got me and took me out of there before I blew. When I moved out and it seemed to get a little better but he still has his moments, he has been better but wonder if its just because of the wedding. We will find out after I guess.

We are always here for you Laur. You know I am always.

[Aluscia]

Thanks Stang... I love you too. :D Get some sleep, tho... your webcam pics are showing your sleepyness. :lol

[Stang]

Too Much to do!!! AHHHHH!!! Cant seem to keep up.

Cant wait til the day then off for Sun and Sand :D.

[XRogue]

:D ;) :D ;) :D ;) :cool: :cool: